short and sweet...Like me when I eat a lot of sugar

Well Kids, I know it's been awhile so I thought that I should throw the dogs a bone.
I got my shoulder scoped! everything went well, recovery is moving along speedily, and optimal sleep is being achieved..WOOT.
I've been in a weird mood for the last week, and I'm not really sure what I'm feeling, but I feel like I need to change a few things in my life, and you know what they say..there's no time like the present. Getting healthier is one of those things, figuring out what to do with my life is another. Focusing on the positive relationships in my life is yet another. I have a very tight network of people who have been there for me these last few months. My family being one of them. I look at other families, and realize how incredibly lucky I am to have such a close relationship with all of my siblings and Awesome supportive parents who go with the flow.
I don't know what I would do without my friends. I'm grateful that I've been able to reconnect with friends from high school and college, and that I've been able to stay connected with my kindred spirit even if we live 2000 miles apart:)

Enjoy the poem. this is one I wrote tonight. a product of residual feelings

Stay classy

FLEE

I don’t miss you anymore

The aching has found an end

Even though I thought we would always be

Friends

The only thoughts left are sadness, and occasional anger

Sadness, because you will never fully know what you lost

Anger, because I think of wasted time, and energy spent obsessing and caring

Obsessing about whether or not you would ever talk to me

Caring about what you thought, and whether you would call or text me

I wouldn’t be the same without meeting you, and I’m grateful for the time we spent as friends, but I owe it to myself to call an end an end.

Because that’s what we do when we get older and mature

We put away the childish things and move far away from the things that have potential to cause us harm.

We flee from the darkness, in search of the light

We leave the critics and join the supporters of our plight

Enjoy your new life

Enjoy your new friends

I’ll enjoy my new beginnings

And the ends of the end